19 days into the new year, and using the word "exhausting" to describe the past two weeks would be an understatement. So much has happened in the past two weeks. I am just consumed by so much bitterness and anger. I try to be strong, looking for whatever strength I have left. I tried to search in places that were familiar to me, but I just couldn't find anything.
I guess everyone has their limits. And I may have just passed the limit of my dearest. She is everything that I was not. And she was everything that a Christian person should be even though she isn't one herself. I have let her down, I have hurt and bruised her. And I don't know what to do.
I am not enough. I will never be enough
Broken, ....
