Monday, August 6, 2012

I taught them. I felt uneasy.

Wondering how long this can go, I'm starting to push the boundaries of lines that weren't meant to cross. 'why' has always been the question at the end of the day.

My life seems to have taken a strange turn of events. As things start to unravel, and situations before me begin to unfold. I find myself stuck in this rut, a rut that is getting deeper and deeper.  The sick feeling comes over me now and then. I can feel in my gut, in my lungs and in my heart.

The feeling of helplessness is sickening. I am overwhelmed by the feeling of helplessness, and he emotional sickness that I go through everyday.

I have no idea what to do. Not a single clue.