I'm in disbelief. I fail to see why this can be done.. at all. But somehow I remain optimistic. I don't know why, till this day, this is the only thing I've believed in. Maybe in hope that whatever I've worked for, or hoped for will come to past.
Last night, during worship, somehow I felt lifted. "I'm smiling upon you" a phase kept repeating and repeating in my head. I couldn't help but smile back.